Being "Up"

I am sitting with my computer thinking about an update.  To be honest I have been waiting to return to some kind of "normalcy" before doing this, hence the delay in posting.

A nurse at the hospital told me that after the first few days I would return to a pretty normal state and be able to carry on my routines with perhaps the need for a rest mid day.  I have not had a day like that yet.  My body is under assault and the sense of heaviness, fatigue and being out-of-step with myself is immense.   The simple act of eating and drinking has become a strategy session on how to out manoever my bodies next attempt to reject food, or make me suffer for it.    

Accomplishments to be proud of thus far - I have walked around our little block, walked Park Royal North and bought a couple of hats, had my hair cut really short, and stayed up watching a show with Matthew the other night till after 9:30pm.  My mind feels a little clearer, but it is still a bit slow...

It is sunny here in Vancouver.  A November treat.  I will walk the block again today.